Just maybe.

Maybe. Just maybe it's true, that I am childish and I love dragons so much. Maybe it's true, that until I grow up there's no room for love in the heart. People come and go. Well, go, if you want.

But you need to know. Love is a pain in the neck. When it's untrue. Who cares if I love dragons so much. I will grow up. Loving what pleases me while not displeasing others. Good deal huh?

You should only stop being yourself if it hurts yourself and others. In other cases, you deserve the sunshine of a smile. So smile. You are your own sunshine, if you can only see.

Assalamualaikum.

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Eleven's No November.

Hey. Assalamualaikum.

When's the last time I answered a tag? If I remember well among my first entries were tags-those time I was younger (woot woot) and this blog too, was a 1 year old baby girl. So here you go, tagggg-uh! :D

First , the rules.

Rules.

1.You must post these rules.   <--obviously

2.Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

3.Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create eleven new questions for people you tagged to answer.

4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them to the post.

5.Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.

6.No tag backs.

7.No stuff in the tagging section about (this, I don't understand. words left out maybe,okay forget that.)

Now on to it!

Eleven things about me. Ah. There it goes. Now I have no secrets at all. :p I lie.

1. Forever, I am in debt with two persons. Ibu and Ayah. :) I owe many others a lot too. Relatives, family friends, and my friends. Nope,bukan duit. Kindness. :)
2. I drive a jet-black Saga in the teaching college. I call it Prime. I know, I wish I have a Transformers so bad. The cohort boys call it 'Walit' for its registration number. No likey!
3. I have a black guitar I name 'Jasmine Stellis' meaning 'Jasmine Starlight'. Jasmine's my late grandmother's favourite flower.
4. By now, I expect you to be able to guess my favourite colour. It troubles me a lot when everything's in the same colour and I can't find my phone in my bag. -_-
5. I would only change my decisions for people worth risking it for. For others, it takes a discussion or two over cups of coffee for me to change my mind. Double standard. :p
6. I believe it's best to do things for the sake of learning from experience, not getting rewards-especially when it comes to completing assignments. BUT. I don't walk the talk! >.<
7. I get better ideas to write creatively when I am upset. Writing assignments, I get the best of ideas in the last five hours. Which ISN'T a good nature. Don't be like me. -_-
8. Friendship to me is as important as importance itself, no excuse, and I know I am not a perfect friend myself. I knowww.
9. A visit to Tasmania some time ago changed the way I think. I am struggling however, to keep the experience and learning in mind. Things don't stay if we don't make them.
10. I keep to myself unless if it's someone I trust. I don't easily trust without reasons.
11. This blog, you can see me grow up with it. :) Nah, I still am foolish and childish.

Hah siap pun first part. Now the second. I was tagged by my dear friends ZakiranSIRAJ and Afifi Daud.

Tag #1 Here's from Kiran. :)

1) Kenapa jadi blogger?

Sebab macam seronok, and I needed to practise writing. :)

2) Blog (s) sapa yang kau selalu je nak bukak?

Whichever blog that comes up with the latest update in my blogroll. 

3) Kau bukak youtube dan kau biasanya buat apa?

Cari lagu best lepas tu downloaddd. Hee.

4) Kau suka chat @YM, @Skype ataupun @ FB chat?

Fb and Skype. YM? I live but don't exist there.

5) Which one do u prefer? Outspoken atau jenis Ada aku kesah?

Better outspoken, dari terlampau ada aku kesah sampai jd tak sensitif. Kalau outspoken pulak, to a considerable extend itu munasabah, jangan melanggo norma kehidupan dengan alasan "I outspoken. Kalau you tak boleh terima, ada I kesah?" Wujud pertembungan di situ ye saudara. Bila outspoken tu bervarian 'ada aku kesah' ianya menimbulkan ketidaktenteraman awam. Emh. Isu serius ni. Kena masuk blog serius nii.

6) Kau rasa blog aku cemana?

You don't call me 'kau'. Eh, lari topik! XD Your blog to me, is written in the simplest words, a pleasure to read sebab ada gambar-rasa macam boleh kongsi cerita hidup blogger tu sebab beliau letak gambo beliau dekat mana-mana in relation to the blog entry. Bila baca rasa macam ada sama. Me likey. :)

7) Kau prefer study last minit ke, prepare betul betul?

Uh...prepare betul-betul. Sebab last minute kita  boleh lupa. But you know which one I do En. Nini.

8) Kau anak ke berapa dan apa pandangan kau pasai anak bongsu?

I'm the only child. :) Anak bongsu comel dan loving. TAPI..hehhe gurau! :)

9) Do you agree, when org kata anak bongsu ni kurang indie?

Mana ada Indie. Sape cakap? Mainstream je? :D Anak bongsu ke, anak pertama ke, anak tengah ke, waima anak tunggal sekalipun, (eiceh) kalau nak independent akan independent, kalau nak dependent akan dependent. This is a matter of nurture factors, plus nature factors. Kalau naturally beliau dependent (ade ke kromosom charactersitics dependency? Ade la kot ye dak) tapi diajar (nurtured) cara bergantung pada diri sendiri, anak tersebut akan menggabungkan kedua-duanya atau akan apply whichever is dominant in accordance to the surrounding. I think that is it.

10) Kau rasa kau pandai ke tak pandai?

Takkk. The more we know the more we're in the need for more. Ilmu manusia ibaratnya setitis air di lautan, dibandingkan dengan ilmu Allah. Saya amat daif.

11) Kau memang bnyk masa kan jwb soalan meraban ni?

For you I would meraban all day as long as you sit down and meraban too. Eceeei! ;p

Tag #2 And...here's from Afifi.

1) Robocop vs Terminator. Which one will win?

Rasenye le...mau terminator gamaknye. :\

2) Which Ultraman do you admire? Why?

Hai never liked Otromen! 

I lied!

But I don't remember their names! And now I think Otromen doesn't make sense!

3) Question No.1 vs Question No.2. Who will be defeated?

Katun betui le budak ni. Terminator.

4) What type of mobile phone are you using right now? Tell a bit about it.

HTC Legend and Sony Ericsson C510.

HTC Legend

Operates on Android 2.2 Froyo with HTC Sense for extra joy. Is made of aluminium like most other HTCs. 3.2 inches AMOLED touchscreen with 16M colours. Optical joystick. 5 MP camera with auto-focus and LED flash. MicroSD up to 32 GB with USB 2.0 making file transfers as easy as it can be. It's where I put tutorial notes in when I don't feel like carrying them. With G-sensor, ambient light sensor, proximity sensor and digital compass so you can easily find ways where it's alien with Google Maps support.

SE C510

Operates on Sony Ericsson's own platform. A Cyber-shot variant. 3.2 MP Cyber-shot with auto-focus that-I must say-is better than my Legend's 5.0 MP. It captures lovely evening flares like a pro and scenery are just brightly coloured with it's video-blogging compatible camera. LED flash. QVGA TFT screen with 262k colours. Memory Stick Micro (M2) up to 8GB. Comes with 'Media Go' for easy transfer of media files. Pict-bridge compatible for direct photo printing from the phone itself. Blue-black. I name it Cimo. Youtube, Blogger and Facebook enabled. Bluetooth remote control capable. With accelerometer. Google Maps enabled.

5) If I say, I want to give you a new phone. What will you choose? Why?

iPhone 4S. Sebab yang tu kalau bawak balik kampung boleh buat show off selama sebulan dengan sepupu sepapat. Berlagak sesama sepupu adalah high-culture yang mengeratkan silaturrahim, no hard feelings. Only adoration. XD Tak tak gurau je gurauu! Because it's got the most of assistance which would be of huge help for students (jawapan skema you would definitely laugh at.)

6) Why you want to have a new phone instead of the one you are having now?

How yu know? I never told yu I want an iPhone 4S! Because it's an iPhone 4S. Who doesn't want, raise their hands. I salute you.

7) What makes you visit my blog?

IPGKPP Bloggers. Hee. ;)

8) Tell me what make your blog is so special?

Nah, what's so special about it. You tell me? See...the only thing I'd say is, I write from my humble poor observations of the environment so you could share my thoughts or argue. :)

9) 'Hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negara sendiri'. Choose.

Hujan ais batu di negara sendiri. Buleh mesen ais tu buat ABC letak sirap, gula merah, susu, kacang, jagung, cendol, kacang merah...nyam3.

10) What make your choice in Question No.9 is better than the other one.

Can you eat gold? No. Can you eat ABC? Heck yeah! :D

11) Think and guess, on what criteria these question (1-10) is created?

Now I'm thinking. Linking curriculum to assessments. You are trying to make me think. You are trying to make me link these questions to one another. The criteria is...

...what's the criteria. O.O Personal characteristics I guess? A mere guess. -__-

Fuhh. Deme yang pernah jawab sampai dua atau lebih tag serentak dalam satu entry tahu bahawa ini memenatkan minda. Baiklah! Bersedia untuk cabaran seterusnya....SEBELAS SOALAN UNTUK KOME! :D

1. If you could choose your job what would you like to be and why?
2. Under what circumstance(s) would you do your ultimate sacrifice, and to what extend do you feel you could go, logically? I mean, (kalau ayat tu berbelit) sejauh mana sanggup berkorban, secara logiknya, dan dalam situasi yang macam mana.
3. Tell me about your worst case scenario. :D
4. All your life, what's one thing you can't forget and really appreciate to have experienced? What's the best thing about it?
5. Ah..how would you describe a hamster and another animal of your choice. Pet or wild, your wish.
6. In what environment(s) do you learn best and with what essential aids?
7. Do you think you can describe people based on their favourite colours or other abstract symbols they associate themselves with? Give examples where appropriate. (Amboih macam soalan exam! Haha takyah example, joking..) XD
8. Tell me about one of your teachers you consider 'amazing'. :)
9. Ideas, kamtumi. What do you stereotype specific groups of people for, and how would you correct the stereotyping?
10. Why do you call yourself unique in your own ways.
11. What do you want me to change about myself, or improve on based on personal encounters and/or blog writings? I've been wanting to ask this since my birthday. Yes, yes my birthday was in September I know. Do me the favour? No way? Yeah. Just who am I. :P

Well that's about it I'd like to know! Take it, lucky ones! If you don't do tags, write me a letter telling why. :p

Raihan, Najah Izzati, Mystique, Azlan Ariff, Neynie Azhan, Natrah, Vina, Sakinah Rosli, En. Aslam, En. Syafiq, En. An.

This chain. Haunts youuuu. Hum---byes! :)

The World Against Animal Abuse.

This, I think is my third post about animal cruelty. I hope, with all my heart, that my words are read with empathy for love of animals, our dear beloved we call 'friend'.

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This goes for our cats that greet us at the doorstep.

This goes for our hamsters that never failed to make us feel joy watching them cuddle in our palms.

This goes for those loyal dogs that never ceased to come when we're in need.

This goes for the rabbits we let our children play with.

This goes for the tigers we are awe-amazed at for its majestic being.

This goes for all animals in the world.

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Warning: Photos follow, I have restricted myself not to put photos that are too disturbing. However I hope these ones could open our hearts to how much our help is needed to save abused animals.

Click to sign the petition.

I see truth in SPCA Selangor's belief that animal abuse might lead to other acts of violence such as domestic violence or child abuse, if not seriously dealt with. In simpler tone, it is possible to do violence to human if they can do the same to animals and are let away without justification.

The present act against animal abuse needs some good reconsideration if we are serious in stopping the crime. Yes, I say it's a crime. Because basically everything that is alive has a right on it's own life-so the way threats or murder is considered a crime to humans and therefore require legislative acts to justify the case, whatever acts of threats or killings to animals too, should be considered a crime and brought before the court. Don't talk about fines. You can't pay for a life. It's time that we take imprisonment into consideration to deliver a loud, bold message to the society that we care about lives of humans, animals and the sustainability of Mother Earth's resources.

What are going to become of our society if we don't offer a hand in assistance? We don't want to grow a society sick with psychological problems. I am getting sick of watching ladies use their high heels to smash a kitty's skeleton. As if wearing heels has not hurt their bones enough. No offence if you wear high heels and are reading this. Go on. I don't have a problem with women who wear high heels. I have a problem with those who wear it as a weapon against harmless creatures. It sickens.

Kittens tortured and shot to death. What could mom do? You would say it is inhuman if done on humans. What about animals? Who can stop this cruelty if not us ourselves?

There are inexcusably multitudes of ways to find pleasure, the positive ways. Go travel, or drive, or play sports, whatever. But certainly hurting animals isn't one of a bright outlet, I don't see how it can relate to better health development, improved blood circulation or any sort of a bonus point to life. Neither do I know that animal abusers get money falling from the skies with each cat or dog or monkey or tiger they kill. So if there's no good point in doing harm to these helpless animals, why on Earth do they do it for, then?

Live fish for food. From Shiok Leng's

If you're not an animal abuser, I beg you not to read this, feel angry, get over it and then forget. This, soon, could affect mankind-that is you included-if you don't show that you're serious in helping out the committed, noble teams in SPCA, WWF, PAWS and more other NGO's fighting for those animals in desperate need for kind help.

Whale capture from Paul Penders'

Show that you care. Support them. Help them make a change in our society. Help them to help the helpless. If you want to be a hero, you don't need all those nicknames. All you need is a heart of steel, love, and passion for doing others good.

Help out, come on love, I'm calling you for help too. Please? For us?

Sign the petition, have your say and make our voice louder. It doesn't matter if you're a Malaysian or an Australian or whatever country you'e in. Wherever you are, this is us against animal abuse. Forget nationality.

You can also blog about animal cruelty, touch hearts, and raise awareness. Please don't remain silent. For every second you delay, another innocent life might have already be gone. Your voice really mean a lot.


Thank you sweetheart. May He bless and help us all in our cause.


p/s: Here are more webs you can get information on animal abuse from.

1. How to report abuse, and locating a help center nearest to your location. Visit Stop Animal Abuse.
2. Learn as many things you can about care for animals and more. Visit SPCA International.
3. Register to participate in Paws for a Cause 2011 at Victoria, Au. Visit Paws for a Cause.

If You Want (Solitude)

If you want, I can give you all I own
If you want, we can travel now and leave home
If you want, you can own my heart and soul
If you want
Oh if you want


If you want, I can touch the sky and fly you high
If you want, I can swim the seas forget her kiss
If you want, I can shower the dawn on this heart you've won
If you want,
Oh if you want

If you want, love, I can meet the end with my head and
If you want, dear, I can drown my lungs in the waters and
If you want, heart, I can drain my blood with this spike and
If you want
Oh if you want


But


All I own, love, are unfortunately not mine
And I know, love, there's no road we'll walk hand in hand
I know, love, my heart and soul are in bound with The One
I know,
Hush. I know

All I have, love, are the littlest wings of fading hopes
And I know love, she reached your deepest seas out of fear
I know, love, this dawn and your heart don't fit one another
I know,
Hush. I know.

Do you know, dearest, that these feelings all in one
Are my dreams shattered,
My head on the ground,
My lungs drowned,
My choking out of blood.


You won my heart, a wounded one I had lost to you,
You left me breathless, as I plead in solitude.

If you want.

http://phytohystrix.tumblr.com/


I'm sorry, my weeks have been overwhelming. But my wonderful ones have been really helpful.

Can't wait 'till I write a wrap-up.

***

I would rather not make a statement on any incident as it would only hurt. What's important is my message. Dear sisters, my sweethearts, please be very mindful of your safety. I don't know what's in the minds of these snatch thieves, they're driven too much on what they want they forgot that they too, have their own loved ones and would be heartbroken if the same misfortune they do to other people falls upon someone dear to them.

So you take care girls. The world's less safer day by day. Assalamualaikum.




p/s: I don't feel quite right. I need some sleep. :)