While You Weren't Here..

While you weren't here,time passed by as I went on without you. If I never told you,you wouldn't know. Still,you don't know.


My smiles don't drive away your senses.


My sadness don't drag you down.


I once shared your memories,we once shared our tears. If you never,never,ever...hear me cry again,it's because I keep silent. Not a word of disappointment to utter. Not another question to utter... You're hurt,and so am I. Do you know...?


I prefer to cry alone,in fact I choose never to cry even if I want to. Because I couldn't. It hurts enough for me to cry-but I just couldn't. I stood by the seaside,and gazed at the waves racing to my feet. I recalled enough. I looked up to the starry sky and looked to my side-it wasn't you.




Your smiles won't draw away my senses.


Your sadness won't take me down.


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Is that the end?


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It's becoming more frequent that I stare in the empty air.
It's becoming more frequent that I pause to think. You won't know.


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