Escape silently,I can see through.
Aren't they beautiful,your promises...
Even transparent drops on crimson petals
Even hollow diamonds 'bind velvet shadows
Are not as of great grace;
As your smile and your promises.
Escape soundlessly,I can still see through.
'Bind the veil,'bind the drop
The petals and the diamonds
Are there not to stay
But they belong to me
And so it will.
***
Hello,there.
Interpret,this can be even more difficult,I wish! And I wish you had a fine day too.
The-see-through-glass depicts trust to me. Lies are as wonderful,mesmerizing as a spell. But not anymore once you've lost the camouflage. Why a friend,why a friend.
Why glass? Because it's significant. You can't tell between a gem and a glass. It reflects the sun rays,it bombards prism,and it is as fake as it could be.
Didn't it ever came across your mind,that they can see through,that your words are transparent,you are as plain as them...
Why.
They can see through,you better lose your camouflage now or never.
It makes no difference and it does you no good either,
My dear,keep it in your mind,please,you just remember.
That we can see through the glass,those petals and the diamonds...
Uneasily blinded.

This work by Phyto Hystrix is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Hummers, too.
...whatever you do, keep your intentions right; lillahitaala. He will guide you through the hardest paths and darkest days. Smile and fear not any hardship, for He's around. :)
March 3, 11.32 p.m.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
See you!
So see you,I'm leaving.
Your message got through,I got it loud and clear.
So I'll be off,maybe by midnight.
I promised to be near,near enough to catch you when you fall,far enough to be safe from you.
Soon I'll be off,but not towards you.
By midnight I won't be over you,
By midnight,that won't be so soon.
Ehem,greetings,dear fellows!
Mind me starting with another poem? Oh please don't,it's just another,you know too well don't you.. And it's not well versed,forgive my inability for the time being.
Here's the report for the three-weeks-college's-off! activities...
Not much were done during the holiday,but enough were done to occupy it with maximum satisfaction! Which is,to spend quality time home with dearest parents.
And yes,we did went for sightseeing,all around the towns-Cheras, Shah Alam, KL,and some other places.
The final day of my holiday was,I would say;the best of all.
I went to Jabatan Arkeologi USM where my father gave a talk on XRF analysis methods. I was proud for I got the chance to browse through the presentation together with him befor e the day. I had so much fun learning about his job,as well as recalling Chemistry in the old school days. (Oh that seems so long ago..haha!) So here's the museum of Jabatan penyelidikan Arkeologi USM,I recorded the exhibition materials all around,there were plenty of 'em and I'd like to share with you the awes I've discovered. Enjoy!
Being the APEX university,USM really shows that effort-through the discussion during the talk-to exchange expertise and knowledge with UKM,another university as there are not many universities that are equipped with XRF/XRD machines. And the museum itself,was done beautifully,well endorsed with ICT technology as well as widespread range of information provided. It was really an experience like no other..!
Moving on to the talk. It was all about the method of X-Ray Fluorescence (XRF) analysis method on chemical elements,from samples of soil,chemical substances and any other solid materials. It's process involves several complicated stages of sample preparation of the raw material before you can actually get a sample ready into the XRF machine.
Once done with the preparation,a pressed palette of the sample will be obtained,and put straight for analysis. Throughout the process,even a minor mistake will cause inaccuracy in the final result. This was highlighted in father's presentation-how to obtain precise results by decreasing the probabilities of inaccuracy causes which are mostly human errors,and minor mechanical errors.
Your message got through,I got it loud and clear.
So I'll be off,maybe by midnight.
I promised to be near,near enough to catch you when you fall,far enough to be safe from you.
Soon I'll be off,but not towards you.
By midnight I won't be over you,
By midnight,that won't be so soon.
Ehem,greetings,dear fellows!
Mind me starting with another poem? Oh please don't,it's just another,you know too well don't you.. And it's not well versed,forgive my inability for the time being.
Here's the report for the three-weeks-college's-off! activities...
Not much were done during the holiday,but enough were done to occupy it with maximum satisfaction! Which is,to spend quality time home with dearest parents.
And yes,we did went for sightseeing,all around the towns-Cheras, Shah Alam, KL,and some other places.
The final day of my holiday was,I would say;the best of all.
I went to Jabatan Arkeologi USM where my father gave a talk on XRF analysis methods. I was proud for I got the chance to browse through the presentation together with him befor e the day. I had so much fun learning about his job,as well as recalling Chemistry in the old school days. (Oh that seems so long ago..haha!) So here's the museum of Jabatan penyelidikan Arkeologi USM,I recorded the exhibition materials all around,there were plenty of 'em and I'd like to share with you the awes I've discovered. Enjoy!
Being the APEX university,USM really shows that effort-through the discussion during the talk-to exchange expertise and knowledge with UKM,another university as there are not many universities that are equipped with XRF/XRD machines. And the museum itself,was done beautifully,well endorsed with ICT technology as well as widespread range of information provided. It was really an experience like no other..!
Moving on to the talk. It was all about the method of X-Ray Fluorescence (XRF) analysis method on chemical elements,from samples of soil,chemical substances and any other solid materials. It's process involves several complicated stages of sample preparation of the raw material before you can actually get a sample ready into the XRF machine.
Once done with the preparation,a pressed palette of the sample will be obtained,and put straight for analysis. Throughout the process,even a minor mistake will cause inaccuracy in the final result. This was highlighted in father's presentation-how to obtain precise results by decreasing the probabilities of inaccuracy causes which are mostly human errors,and minor mechanical errors.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Live on...
Ready? Here's another piece,I wrote it this morning. Enjoy! And brood over,if you'd like to. I mean no forces for you to do so,but you may do as you please,you're home.
All the dense air away
Soothing vapor,cold vapor
Up its way through each and every cloud
And down,pouring from the blessing eyes of heaven
To the sweet hums of your tunes
For nobody but you and I
Wishing this is never a dream,that it will never come to end.
I stopped believing,so tell me if I should
If the light in the dark,
If the flatter of the sandpipers
To the sweetest hums of your tunes
Will stay and so hush me silent,way
Into your mind,unflinching
As the soothing vapor falling down from heaven fingers.
All the dense air away
Soothing vapor,cold vapor
Up its way through each and every cloud
And down,pouring from the blessing eyes of heaven
To the sweet hums of your tunes
For nobody but you and I
Wishing this is never a dream,that it will never come to end.
I stopped believing,so tell me if I should
If the light in the dark,
If the flatter of the sandpipers
To the sweetest hums of your tunes
Will stay and so hush me silent,way
Into your mind,unflinching
As the soothing vapor falling down from heaven fingers.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Courier on a vespa...
With a special package on delivery.
What's that?
*signature and all that are required upon receiving a package;+a smile and a big hug for the mysterious box.*
Go on,you wanna have a peek inside? Wait,wait,me first. Queue up kids!

*from: Lilymon, Warkah Teratai Hijau Rd.
And now here's the best part...I've never told this even to Lilymon herself. Lily! Your face resembles that of my best friend's! And you also got her smile! (Betul le org ckp dlm dunia ni ada 7 org yg hmpr serupa. I've met one who looked like me,and shiver ran down my spine upon seeing her. So did her,think so..haha!) Other than that,lemah lembut orangnye... Check out her blog,Warkah Teratai Hijau,click the link up there. I found it really interesting!
Worry not,the courier was instructed not to return until work's done. Hm? Not the end of journey yet for the vespa,six more destinations to go...or more!
Blogger pals of IPGM PP,En. Pidi (first tag from me for ya,encik!),Tammya,...and
any 4 or more of those on my dear followers list,I'm passing the parcel!
Lots of love for you,Lilymon!
What's that?
*signature and all that are required upon receiving a package;+a smile and a big hug for the mysterious box.*
Go on,you wanna have a peek inside? Wait,wait,me first. Queue up kids!

*from: Lilymon, Warkah Teratai Hijau Rd.
- Link/tell about the person who awarded you The 2009 Cute's Blogger Award.
And now here's the best part...I've never told this even to Lilymon herself. Lily! Your face resembles that of my best friend's! And you also got her smile! (Betul le org ckp dlm dunia ni ada 7 org yg hmpr serupa. I've met one who looked like me,and shiver ran down my spine upon seeing her. So did her,think so..haha!) Other than that,lemah lembut orangnye... Check out her blog,Warkah Teratai Hijau,click the link up there. I found it really interesting!
- State 10 facts/hobbies of your own before choosing the next receiver.
- 3 states I've been living in so far,and is looking forward to exploring more.
- I should be doing a summary now.
- I've collected shells from two shores of Penang-Bt. Ferringhi and Balik Pulau,and those shells have been tied with a red ribbon,hung near my study lamp on my workstation. A new hobby I guess?
- Bateri jam dah habis. T_T
- My workstation is now even more darker than ever. It's all black,and grey schemed. And some lines of red ribbon as borders. Previously it was black,brown, and blue. And..yellow. But now it's black,white,grey,red,and...em,nothing. The seashells,yes.
- We'll soon be the proud guardians of 2 baby tortoises,me and Honey! They're both really tiny and adorable! Welcome to PA DiGi!
- Internet connection down here in Pala isn't as powerful as upstairs in Jambu,
- Tonight I bought a burger at Mami Cafe-for the first time since I came back from BTN.
- Oh yes,I went for BTN last week and it was an experience,one of its kind. I was lucky to have the chance to go.
- It's great to be here!
Worry not,the courier was instructed not to return until work's done. Hm? Not the end of journey yet for the vespa,six more destinations to go...or more!
- Choose 6 or more bloggers to receive this award next. The award goes to...
Blogger pals of IPGM PP,En. Pidi (first tag from me for ya,encik!),Tammya,...and
any 4 or more of those on my dear followers list,I'm passing the parcel!
Lots of love for you,Lilymon!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
The Funky Fridge is All...Mine!
Go ahead,the floor is all yours.

The fridge,I mean.
Yippie!
And together with everything within,that fridge is all mine..! And the treasures hidden in it just tempts me to make them worth the hours of gazing at. What do we have here...
Cabai keghin. Haha! And some ikan bilis as the main ingredient. People always suggest to use lesung batu,it'll taste nicer. I don't know what's the significance. Whatever it is that goes along well...depends on the amount of the ingredients. Add in some salt.
My mother always love fishcakes in her fried rice. So there you go,Ibu. Fishcakes must be fried first,until it turns golden.
Into the wok,go the onions.. Fry 'em for a few minutes.
Then all the ingredients from the magical lesung batu. Wait until it's...em...garing. (Ish!)
Next in line,the rice.
Mix 'em well. Keep mixing,yeah..that's the way.
Now,it's ready. By the way I...I just knew it today,that I possess some kind of..whatever it is,I can make things float on my palms. Look at this one. Please don't tell anybody,dreadful...

The fridge,I mean.
Yippie!
And together with everything within,that fridge is all mine..! And the treasures hidden in it just tempts me to make them worth the hours of gazing at. What do we have here...
Cabai keghin. Haha! And some ikan bilis as the main ingredient. People always suggest to use lesung batu,it'll taste nicer. I don't know what's the significance. Whatever it is that goes along well...depends on the amount of the ingredients. Add in some salt.
My mother always love fishcakes in her fried rice. So there you go,Ibu. Fishcakes must be fried first,until it turns golden.
Into the wok,go the onions.. Fry 'em for a few minutes.
Then all the ingredients from the magical lesung batu. Wait until it's...em...garing. (Ish!)
Next in line,the rice.
Mix 'em well. Keep mixing,yeah..that's the way.
Now,it's ready. By the way I...I just knew it today,that I possess some kind of..whatever it is,I can make things float on my palms. Look at this one. Please don't tell anybody,dreadful...Actually there should be more photos. I'm sorry,I didn't make it. They just floated in the air,and got straight into my mouth. Couldn't grab hold of my camera. Luckily it didn't float and went straight in after them. If not I'd float straight...into the hospital.
Let's see what else can float.
Let's see what else can float.
Monday, June 15, 2009
First questions,a trial!
Hi there,it's a new orientation for ~luna-stella~. Haven't done this before,so I look forward to receiving your feed backs. This time it'll be a very brief post,mainly questions-on the notion that English Language should be set as a compulsory subject in passing SPM. This is another drastic decision so far,apart from the execution of PPSMI. We have nods of heads,as well as objections for this issue. Put it all aside,being neutral:
What can we expect as the outcomes from it's execution?
Well as for me, I think teachers will have their trends changed,they will certainly be occupied with extra workloads to increase the standard. It's not that the present educational standard isn't good,but the government is setting up a new standard so I do believe,that there'll be changes in the degree of teaching aids usage,syllabus (soon perhaps,can't predict whether they'll revise the syllabus before 5 years-if I'm not mistaken according to the 5-years-revision-basis,or they'll just wait till the time come for them to revise the syllabus,which is after 5 years.)
Will add up more to my opinions later,do feel free to have your say.. :)
Oh my,it's a 10-years-basis,not 5! Hehe,my mistake,I'll check about it again to make sure. Sorry! (Uh,malunye...)
What can we expect as the outcomes from it's execution?
- Are present teachers well occupied to face this challenge of keeping up the performance of students,especially in rural areas? (I'm not saying that downtown schools aren't capable of producing best results,I take it evenly between rural schools and urban ones because both are entitled to even chances of producing gems out of the society) Will it cause them a major change in teaching style or will it cause them no difference at all?
- Will future teachers,(currently teacher trainees) be able to support this vision;thus making it to pay off all the efforts made for the sake of improving English proficiency among students?
- Will this cause boost of quality in current education trend or will it cause downturns? <-this is the one I'm most interested in knowing.
- In what way will it lead the country's headway? Will it support our nation towards better human development,economy and any other concerning fields;or will it deter?
Well as for me, I think teachers will have their trends changed,they will certainly be occupied with extra workloads to increase the standard. It's not that the present educational standard isn't good,but the government is setting up a new standard so I do believe,that there'll be changes in the degree of teaching aids usage,syllabus (soon perhaps,can't predict whether they'll revise the syllabus before 5 years-if I'm not mistaken according to the 5-years-revision-basis,or they'll just wait till the time come for them to revise the syllabus,which is after 5 years.)
Will add up more to my opinions later,do feel free to have your say.. :)
Oh my,it's a 10-years-basis,not 5! Hehe,my mistake,I'll check about it again to make sure. Sorry! (Uh,malunye...)
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Hit 'em!
With a major transformation,I wish that ~luna-stella~ will not only serve as a blog,but as an arcade where I can possibly express my thoughts,better each day. It will as well continue to be the best place where I experiment with words to personally describe life and a place where communication with dear friends from past schooldays and present college life goes on.
To make them even more jealous...(specifically I have someone in mind...hey anak pak man,I may not have an enormous,growing number of they-themselves-are great-bloggers kind of followers as you do,but I do have an award! Har..har..har..! And mine here are impressive bloggers too,because they own great blogs,plus,they're all my friends,old ones and new ones,and some of them are...your loyal followers! I'll never give up the race,let out an evillll laugh...! Uhuk uhuk. Ehem.) now I'll present you ~luna-stella~,with a precious,rewarding tag...an award! First one,and for it I thank -drum roll- Rye-hunt! :D
BUT BEFORE THAT! Noble bloggers don't claim their rewards until they've cleared the debts. And these are those debts,cleared! (Ehem,ehem!!)
Give 5 interesting facts about the person who awarded this:
Oh thank you for the honour,here are the names...read your name and smile!
To make them even more jealous...(specifically I have someone in mind...hey anak pak man,I may not have an enormous,growing number of they-themselves-are great-bloggers kind of followers as you do,but I do have an award! Har..har..har..! And mine here are impressive bloggers too,because they own great blogs,plus,they're all my friends,old ones and new ones,and some of them are...your loyal followers! I'll never give up the race,let out an evillll laugh...! Uhuk uhuk. Ehem.) now I'll present you ~luna-stella~,with a precious,rewarding tag...an award! First one,and for it I thank -drum roll- Rye-hunt! :D
BUT BEFORE THAT! Noble bloggers don't claim their rewards until they've cleared the debts. And these are those debts,cleared! (Ehem,ehem!!)
Give 5 interesting facts about the person who awarded this:
- she's a real Korean series freak. Now it's expanding to...everything about Korea! Music bands,tv series,places of interests,and the list goes on...
- do you know that she can even write in Korean language? Not just her name,I mean really write using that language. Wow,teach me Rye!
- She's simply good at Maths. And she can teach Maths,I feel so.
- The course she's currently taking is an awe! Industrial Design...
- Her blog,is one of those of my favourite ones,for it tells about her daily life,enjoying,it is. She even have her own signature which comes under each post.
- I love F1. And we have a gang for that! There are four of us,each with a driving license and the passion to drive. They're irreplaceble..
- I was disappointed with Schumi's substitue. A no-no to me. Yes,though he's cute,Kimi! I won't admit it!
- I was born with pure Argentum blood in my veins. Hah?? Figure it out!
- Above all,my parents are my...if there's a word for it,bestest friends..
- I love SMKJT,JESS,UKM DTMP and IPGM PP
- Done with facts,now hobbies. I used to collect stamps when I was little,father and uncle really helped by giving those from other countries while I collect local ones. Mother helped me understand the benefit of the hobby.
- Now I'm a part-time reader,as I'm learning about different writing styles.
- And,a part-time writer,as writing is my pleasure. And I'm not yet good at it,I'm still in the stage of learning and improving,do guide me.
- Oh yes,yes,I'm a part-time blogger,I'll find no available time unoccupied but to blog.
- Last...but not least,a panda. I look like one. Hahaha..!!!
Oh thank you for the honour,here are the names...read your name and smile!
- honey: my good friend,a member of 'The Band'. She's the lead singer,I'm their manager.
- ms tq: one of my good friends,a well-spoken lady (eiceh!) and a trustworthy friend. Great to have around,and she share with me,the same interest of recording videos and talking as if we're in the making of a documentary or something,and we sometimes act as interviewer and a fellow who gets interviewed. Then we'll talk. And continue. Once we're done we'll watch it,and do nothing. Instead of laughing. Owh those funny videos really pull my leg..!
Of those old days.
Best of health and most of cheer be your sun and star.
Holiday is well spent listening to songs and learning new words. For real. Or fake,if I am. No need to understand or interpret,this is just another post,describing affections in an unwelcoming way to others' eyes and hearts. Before you continue I warn you,that this post will disappoint. It is of no good at all,but my very own self pleasure.
Turn back and let me not see you
I'm weary and I can't forget you
Drain all out of me and see me standing
Or see me within,see me dreary
I made the most out of it,
Yet I'm still a fool
Blow my feelings off or blow me
I'm still here standing a fool
Take me to the sea
Take me to you
Take everything that makes myself me
Take me away from you
I've wronged my choice,
I've fallen for this one too
I've sent myself a greeting,
I'm sorry for you.
Don't you leave
I'll be off soon.
I'm not yet satisfied. It's only 12.50 in the midnight. You're still reading? Well since you're willing to read,I'm willing to write.
Missed you. Still missing. And will miss again.
Hated it,still hating and will continue to hate...
Until the feelings fade to lost or it is cured to live.
I will stay,neither of both. Because I've hold on until the last,and it's ridiculous not to go on. And now forget it,forget those. Forget you. I'm trying,I won't stop because I know I can't run beside you. I know you won't run beside me. I just know whatever I wished for won't be mine,I just know how to accept and live,and talk to you as if affected,I'm not,and that you will never know.
Do you know that to miss you takes most out of it. Sickening,tiring. I hate to miss you,because I know you're not that easy to be missed. And I won't want any replacement. I'd rather not have any. At least it won't add up to the pain...to see your replacement instead of you. I'd live in the misses and cure my pain,than to live with another and know it bleeds.
Leave my mind,quit the hunt. Let me off my owes...return my vows. My life. This will do me no good but to kill. One of the misses,of those old days.
I hate to spend hours remembering what I hate to remember. Instead of having I give up,I give in.
Drain my memories out of me,take my part away from here,take all the possibilities before I can see...you just take it all away from me... Take it all away from me.
Hi there,loyal reader. You should be because you considered. I mean you considered reading this despite my warning that it will disappoint. It disappointed you,didn't it? It disappointed me,but I wanted to write. It's 2.00 in the morning,remembering those old days. And not so old ones.
Little drops down.
Good night,for you the sweetest dreams. And sweet reality.
Holiday is well spent listening to songs and learning new words. For real. Or fake,if I am. No need to understand or interpret,this is just another post,describing affections in an unwelcoming way to others' eyes and hearts. Before you continue I warn you,that this post will disappoint. It is of no good at all,but my very own self pleasure.
Turn back and let me not see you
I'm weary and I can't forget you
Drain all out of me and see me standing
Or see me within,see me dreary
I made the most out of it,
Yet I'm still a fool
Blow my feelings off or blow me
I'm still here standing a fool
Take me to the sea
Take me to you
Take everything that makes myself me
Take me away from you
I've wronged my choice,
I've fallen for this one too
I've sent myself a greeting,
I'm sorry for you.
Don't you leave
I'll be off soon.
I'm not yet satisfied. It's only 12.50 in the midnight. You're still reading? Well since you're willing to read,I'm willing to write.
Missed you. Still missing. And will miss again.
Hated it,still hating and will continue to hate...
Until the feelings fade to lost or it is cured to live.
I will stay,neither of both. Because I've hold on until the last,and it's ridiculous not to go on. And now forget it,forget those. Forget you. I'm trying,I won't stop because I know I can't run beside you. I know you won't run beside me. I just know whatever I wished for won't be mine,I just know how to accept and live,and talk to you as if affected,I'm not,and that you will never know.
Do you know that to miss you takes most out of it. Sickening,tiring. I hate to miss you,because I know you're not that easy to be missed. And I won't want any replacement. I'd rather not have any. At least it won't add up to the pain...to see your replacement instead of you. I'd live in the misses and cure my pain,than to live with another and know it bleeds.
Leave my mind,quit the hunt. Let me off my owes...return my vows. My life. This will do me no good but to kill. One of the misses,of those old days.
I hate to spend hours remembering what I hate to remember. Instead of having I give up,I give in.
Drain my memories out of me,take my part away from here,take all the possibilities before I can see...you just take it all away from me... Take it all away from me.
Hi there,loyal reader. You should be because you considered. I mean you considered reading this despite my warning that it will disappoint. It disappointed you,didn't it? It disappointed me,but I wanted to write. It's 2.00 in the morning,remembering those old days. And not so old ones.
Little drops down.
Good night,for you the sweetest dreams. And sweet reality.
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