Testing 2nd app

Hee. Bother you. Both apps look nice. Byes, good night. Wake up to a lovely Monday. May Allah bless. :)

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This was posted from my HTC Legend. I've installed the app for some time but never cared to give it a go. Let's see how it is. Hello there! :D

Sadness goes away when you feed ducks chips. Really?

Assalamualaikum.


Habis dah merajuk dan sentap.


I thought of going to the city but considering the fact that


I AM ALMOST broke,


I went to the university fountain instead. Yes alone. And I watched ducks. Haha. This, the university fountain, is where students spend afternoons having lunch or just laying around while the birds steal their meals. Hee, cheeky fellows! I had some chips in my bag, thought to have them while I sit around. But there were too many ducks and in the pond there were a couple of white ducks swimming.


They saw me. I saw them.


Our eyes met. :p


You know what's next.


I took out the chips and started to offer one to the ducks. (Masa kecik dulu pernah kena sudu dengan angsa. Takut jugak kena sudu dengan itik pulak) They swam nearer and took it off my hand. Erk. Itik makan kentang goreng Oporto jugak ye? Then it started to feel fun. Another. And another. The ducks came out of the pond as I searched the paper bag for more chips.

There, tak takut orang, those ducks! I was the one who kept walking backwards afraid that they'd go "give me that chips! All of 'em, hurry!" and bite my feet. Ah, seluar jeans, won't hurt even if they do, I thought.

I kept feeding them and wanted to pat them on the head. It looked at my hand whenever I tried to pat its head. Aish. So I didn't get to. Biarlah.

Hai-want-more! Gimme. Y U NO BRING MORE CHIPS?! Y U LOOK ME LIKE THAT?!

There were birds too-too many of them. This place is already like a birds' park. Well at least I got some time to relax. I went out of chips and the ducks went back into the pond once they're done inspecting me up and down for more foods. -_-'

Food snatch! Omnomnomnom!

I sat by the pond-no-lake,whatever-and watched ducks fly down from nowhere right into the water. And a baby duck learning to feed on its own with its parents. Dad's in front, Mom behind it, careful so I wouldn't get too close and steal their baby. Who would, it's yours. :)

Felt good. Then I laid on my back to watch the skies. It's been a while since the last time I did.

Wonderful isn't it. It was almost dusk that time. I realised that I was the only one laying on my own. People had already started to leave. I found my bag (the ducks weren't in it searching for chips luckily) and left for home.

A simple entry huh. I-went-to-the-lake-and-fed-ducks. Nope. I just want you to know a few things.

1. I'm back from last night's disappointment. Better today. Come what may tomorrow onwards, that'sanotherstoryaltogetherwhocares. I'm at the age up for any challenge.
2. Allah made this land and everything in it for us to love and care for. Imagine if the world's only made up of air, water and soil. Where's the beauty to appreciate?
3. Love does not come from humans only. I love animals. They love me. We live in content. Haha! -foreveralone- No, my point is if you can't get anybody to tell about how bad your day has been, find something else to do, whatever that consoles you best. If you love animals, then find a cat or anything and pet them. It helps to sooth you.
4. Problems come and go. All we need to do is find a good outlet to release it. Don't let it out on people around you. Pity them, do you not think that they have their own issues too? So care for one another. If you're feeling down, go fix yourself up and come back for good. Don't lose the respect others have for you for acting insensibly.
5. I am not committing to any relationship with someone who hardly knows me, full stop. Please don't say "hai boleh berkenalannnn ting ting ting!" And act cute or blast at me when my internet connection goes off as if you and I are-whatever. Forgive me but I please not just anybody for no reasons. Help me with my assignment rather than asking me such questions while I'm busy doing my assignments. That doesn't impress anybody, obviously. If you're not my best friend in happiness and sorrow you and I will never make it. I believe that lovers are first and foremost, friends who are responsible enough to keep one another up come rain or storm. How can you be a good partner if you can't even care for a friend? Let alone if you have no idea who I am. So-be a good friend first then love comes to those who deserve it. When the time is right. Cool? Yeah? Splendid. :) So be a good friend and practice caring for friends first. You'll be a refined person in time, that's when you're ready to go.
6. I forgot what's for number 6. Uh... Oh yes now I remember. Let's put that in a new paragraph yeah?

I signed a pledge on WWF Malaysia's website. Tak, bukan gusti tu. This is a pledge for you to live green. What does it mean to live green by the way? Well it basically means to me, that you take little steps to care for your environment by not supporting the consumption of endangered wildlife-based products thus maintaining sustainable marine and forest ecosystem which in return guards safe our own source of foods and freshwater. Simple no? And also to use electricity considerably to save energy. It's that's easy. All I had to do is to click WWF Malaysia's LIVE GREEN PLEDGES, fill in some simple details and get access to download banners to put here on my blog! The banners look good on your blogs I assure, look at the right side of your screen, there it is on my side bar-just right up my formspring widget.







Looks good no? Not only that, it makes you a proud supporter of Earth too! :)

Come on and spread the message for WWF Malaysia! I'm a supporter, come together!

p/s: I'm sorry for yesterday's entry. You take care sweethearts. Byes. :)

Disappointment.

Assalamualaikum.

I am sincerely offering my apologies because what you're going to read is what I hate to let you read. I'm a human. Forgive me please, come back soon and leave here for now if that's best. I'll be better soon to write good entries. If you wish to continue, hope it doesn't affect you that I'm plainly sharing my feelings.



I-


I feel that in life, you're often forced into something when you're not ready for it. After some time I simply am tired. I hurt my heart too much. I need a break. I need a good cry. I'm crying and it feels good to. I need it.

And I think I might need some time. I don't want to talk. I walk alone around the city frequently and enjoy it every time. I love seeing nobody familiar across the streets and not feeling obliged to talk to anyone because everyone's walking their own ways, looking at the road before them rather than faces around them.

I've always believed in altering my nature whenever there is a need for it, so I can fit my surrounding. Of little self-interest but shared benefits.


This very minute I don't want to even hear my mind speak. I don't care because it's telling me that I'm wrong. I know I am. I'll get back to the usual me once I've found my strength. But for now give me a break. I know I'm wrong. I do.


I'm missing Penang. I want to drive to Tg. Bungah and stop by the road to watch the sea. I miss it badly. I miss those times. Oh what have I turned myself into.. I can't feel much but pain.


Turn me back into who I was dear Allah. Those days when I could withstand I was carefree. I was free.



Why does it have to feel like drowning. And when it's over it'd feel like losing a war, all bruised and weary.



Tuhan...I beg..

Wherever Eyes Once Landed.

Recalling memories, wherever eyes once landed.


Solitary evening on the block overlooking houses halfway up to their roofs, thinking and repeating to self,


"how would life be if there was, or was not? If things were; or were not?"


Silence. Just self, and the evening breeze.


Alone in complete liveliness of everything, reminiscing significant trifles under the blanket of young history, and at times wonder, when life ends...


sigh-




When life ends, how different would it feel like, overlooking the sunset?

Beribu Kaki di Paras Awan. (English Version)

The tip of my toe touched-and felt-
as if it was a frozen silk

And seeing not quite clearly, in a swift grey fogs cleared

I aimed for the moon, and give live to my dreams
So I shoot-and here I am-

A thousand feet above the skies.

I came after my dreams,
I came after you


But-


You can't tell, until you're where I am.
You can't tell, until you're lighter than the air
A thousand feet above the skies.

And when I reached out for the moon it finally came true
That I got too high, a thousand feet above the skies,
And fell hard, because the reality lies-

A thousand feet below the skies,
On the ground, where I gave my wings of dreams-
A nonsensical try.



p/s: Yes finally a poem! How'd you like it? :)

Cinta itu jadi agung kerana,

Duhai kesayangan,

Cinta yang teristimewa dalam dunia ini bukan miliknya,tapi milikNya.

Kedua pada ibu, pada ibu, pada ibu. Ketiga, buat ayah.

Terakhir, pada diri dan seluruh isi alam ciptaanNya.

Tahukah, cinta itu hadiah yang paling indah dariNya.

Kerana agungnya Dia, duhai kesayangan, cinta itu juga jadi agung; pada utuhnya keabdian padaNya. Dalam tiap titisan pengharapan pada balasan cintaNya.

...bukan cintanya.

Assalamualaikum.

To the edge!

What's best about losing is-

knowing that you put all your guts to the edge and that you're strong enough believing in possibilities.


And even if you didn't make it, you tried making something good out of whatever you've got, didn't you?


Allah sends us different people at different times when we need them. I know and believe that He loves us so much, He sends His love through everyone around you and me when we need a friend. Let's not worry too much about that, yeah? :)


My gratitude to Ayah, Ibu, Encik Zahari, Kak Odah, Natrah Rafie, Azhan Zaffuan, and all my dear friends near and far. Knowing that someone else believes in you makes giving up look totally pointless. Their words in sum spell out 'k.e.e.p g.o.i.n.g'. And so I will. Who cares if I'd fall and hurt, Allah's always around for some comfort and love. :)

Assalamualaikum. :)